During my short stint in high school, you can say that I was unmotivated. I had an immense hatred toward the whole institution. I regularly made fun of my fellow classmates because the actually DID their class work/homework. I openly ridiculed those who wanted to do well in class, be an honor student, take advanced classes, had goals or just HAD to make straight A's or else. I have become THAT person. The person I ridiculed!
I have recently started online classes at the U of P. I have been working so hard to make sure I make straight A's it haunts me! I dream about it! It has completely consumed my life. Now I understand why those classmates cared. I care. I care so much it is ridiculous. I may need professional help. I am taking it too far. Please someone tell me that I am not the only one...
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I would consider it a good thing!! Life is about living and learning, and believe me, if I knew then when I first started college, what I know now, I would of pushed myself so much harder!!!
You are not rediculous. Chris was like that and I'm sure I will be to when I go back to school. It makes a difference when you are paying for it to really want to do good or else you money was for nothing.
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